

TAG--Chapter 4Chapter 4: Big Brother (The Most Important Chapter You Guys will ever Read From Me )TAG--Chapter 4
(Back in Chapter 3 )
The other kids soon left the three Eds and Jennifer as they went back to their table and went back to whatever they were doing. There was a moment of silence between everyone at the three Eds table until Double D said, Eddy; you didnt have to snap like that.
What do ya mean by that, Sockhead? Eddy questioned as he turned towards his hat-wearing friend, Kevin doesnt need to be talking like that about us!
Double D made a


Hello Hello. I seem, at first appearance, to be a normal, everyday girl. Then you get to know me. I change from a 'normal' girl to a somewhat immature, kind of shy or else too talkative, definately immature young woman. You begin to wonder what's up with me when I talk on and on obsessively about one topic, even when everyone around me lost interest ten minutes earlier. You find it strange that I freak out about change, about meeting new people. You're amazed by my memory, the way I can ramble off random facts about any number of subjects. You might even be unnerved by how real imaginary characters, be they from my fantasies or another'Hello
Bleary

a disaster has happenedA skeleton hung on coat hooks, we are more restricted everyday, with limbs in plaster, hard skin forming around our frames. It wipes us out, this new age disaster,a disaster has happened
my sickly words slip backwards
forcing my shingles to stand up
and dig heels into my weak points.
My swelling cells cannot body-shift their way around my flooding heart.
I should be brave
but the alarms stop sounding and my knees stop supporting,
muscles unravel, they no longer carry this weight. These thoughts are not helium, but airships --
with thousands of


To Give UpI cannot. In all this quiet I cannot think, And you and your arms And your sheathTo Give Up
Breaking down around me.
I like to tell people What you are – How you are what you are. To put this mask on And feel like it’s normal.
But then again, It is normal for us.
And then the tremors And the big spoon dilemma, The agoraphobia (Or so it seems).
And I cannot drag you out And I will not lose to this;
But I think I lost
The moment you decided
To give up.


To You, DadLaughter, The sound I hear as her Father pushes her in a swing. They're so happy together. Happiness, The look in his eyes as he walks his daughter Down the aisle on her wedding day. Sadness, The feeling I feel as I watch these things So eager to be able to do them with you again, Or to be able to experience them for the first time. You will never be able to push me on a swing, You will never be able to walk me down the aisle, But you're still there for me through everything Like you always have been, and to me, That is all I need. It's everything. I lovTo You, Dad


DiagnosisI watched you waste away; Your body atrophy before my eyes The apathetic smile you showed; An unpersuasive confirmation.Diagnosis
I heard your silence grow; Nurtured by this dissonance, Communication failing, Silence as a resolution.
I savoured your experience, Relished the taste upon my tongue, Feeding off your disease; Becoming the virus within
I trusted your complacency, Fed by consecutive lies, Medicated with ignorance, Slaughtered by a lack of empathy.


my diagnosisthe tips of my fingers and toes have all gone numb. it's closing in on my heart. someone please tell me how much time i have left, how many hours before my whole body goes cold? before i lose all that i loved? before i give in to comfort? closing in with every heartbeat, and i'm getting nervous. i can't squeeze your hand, i'm sorry. each blink of an eye implies the nearing of a bittersweet end. my heart's torn in half between past and present. i can't live with two seperate halves of a heart. i think that's what killing me.my diagnosis
Diagnosis
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.....is spiralling ever more into dark imagery, absurdism and general insanity.
Just passing by, hope you're having a great day!
I hope I meet some friends here - I have chronic liver disease. any takers?
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